So yesterday I picked up my sister from the hospital and brought her home, to her home, not mine. It has been a very interesting journey one that we are still trucking along on. Suzi was fed up with being in the hospital. I honestly can not say i blame her. She was in since …
The day after my sisters surgery she turned 57, I silently wished her a happy birthday. I was in Nanaimo and she was in Vancouver in neuro ICU. It had been 5 days since her aneurysm and we had moved from futile no surgery to dang i guess we best do surgery if she is …
Once in Vancouver and at the hospital we made our way to the neuro icu area, called to go see her and they told us to come back. I don’t know why i was mad about it however i was. I wanted to see her, i wanted to be close and as much as i …
I left off with my parents holding hands walking in to say good bye to their daughter, unknowing for how long. A helicopter ride, a ferry ride, a moment or forever. There is something about seeing your parents older, heartbroken and capable of loving each other through it. I felt blessed and broken all at …
I have a sister, obviously by the title her name is Suzi. Though if you were to meet her you would address her as Sue, if you didn’t know her and you were meeting her professionally you would call her Susan. My reason for this post was I am suppose to be starting to promote …
I have been avoiding writing on here, mostly because I feel like I ought to be finishing up the last bit of the book instead of putting thoughts down that the majority of the time I don’t post. I can not tell you how many unposted write ups I have. Maybe today I will surprise …
I woke this morning with you in my thoughts, nothing new there. I sat for a moment and thought about the sting in my heart, the sadness in which it carried. I thought about the things i would do if you were with us today, if i was able to reach you and what i …
I have had much time to sit and reflect over the last few weeks as many of us have had. I don’t need to be self isolating or quarantined to sit back and think about things, reflect on my life, my behaviours, my journey. I have always been a self analyzer, pull myself apart, examine, …
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So it has been a long while since I have posted anything on here. I had these great intentions that I was going to practice writing on here, get things out, talk about the things that no one really wants to talk about, well that seems to have been an epic fail. big sigh. So …
Time flies, doesn’t it though, specially when your having fun or caught up in chaos. According to some, my life seems to run a little more on the chaos side of things then the fun. I am not sure I agree 100% however perception is something I have no control over and takes a whole …
